I will forever obsess over the way I look. It’s the fact that I’m not pretty enough to look good when I don’t give a fuck or pretty enough to pull just about anything off or pretty enough to rank higher than just AVERAGE that will haunt me for the rest of my life. I mean, yeah, I sound like a drama queen right now, but why do you have to be young and ugly?! If I’m going to grow up and get uglier, can I just be pretty now?….